Showing posts with label university. Show all posts
Showing posts with label university. Show all posts

Wednesday, 19 August 2015

My Internship

Hi all!
It's been such a busy week! On Monday, it was the first day of my paid six week long internship at the university hospital and since then there's been no rest whatsoever. I'm at the hospital for my placement for five days a week, Mondays to Fridays for 8 hours, so that's either a 9am-5pm or an 8am-4pm shift. On top of Monday's, I'm also volunteering within the same grounds on the gastrointestinal ward from 5pm-7pm. On the weekends, I've also got two 4 hour shifts on my part-time job and two hours volunteering at the children's hospital. So I'm midway through a 50-hour week and so far - I think I'm doing alright. My only concern is preparing for my UKCAT and personal statement alongside all of this.

Today was my third day into my internship and I'm beginning to really enjoy it! I'm working alongside two really lovely medical students who'll be entering their fourth year this September and they've both been incredibly helpful settling me in. My internship over the six weeks is primarily administrative, focusing on data entry of patient records which are collated into one large database which is being used for auditing as well as for their research projects over the summer. Over the past few days it's been fascinating to get to know what sort of research they're carrying out with this data and I've understood that the role that I'm currently doing was something one of the medical students was doing over the last summer, except this year she's manipulating and making use of both my data and her data, so she happily showed me the ropes and helped me understand the medical background behind my data and getting familiar with all the terms. 

The consultant overseeing my work is an Upper GI surgeon and so that's essentially the clinical nature of the data I'm working on. Its patients who've primary suffered from adenocarcinomas in their gastrointestinal and oesophogeal tracts and so the subsequent treatments they've had to treat it are gastroenectomies and oesophegectomies. Its these surgical procedures and the histopathology data related to it that I've had to handle and it's been a steep learning curve to handle. Prior to this, I hadn't really appreciated or grasped what a surgical resection entailed, and if I had, I probably didn't give it much thought. 

I didn't really know the anatomy of the stomach, but now I'm confident I could label the cardia, fundus, phylorus, duodenum, body, the lesser and greater curves, and the distal and proximal margins  - all of which are features of this incredible organ. I definitely hadn't heard of the TNM classification for tumours, let alone how to convert one staging from the old UICC 6 framework to the newly introduced UICC 7 method, but now I do! I still have quite a lot to learn when it comes to this pathology data, such as getting familiar with Lauren types (such as intestinal, diffuse or mixed..) and the Macroscopic appearance of tumours (such as ulcerated, polyploid, ill-defined..), on top of R0, R1a, R1b, and R2 resections. It's one thing to simply copy across these terms, because let's be fair - that's the minimum that's expected of me, but with an amazing opportunity like this where I can grasp and flavour clinical knowledge, it would be a shame not to identify and understand what I could potentially be looking out for in the future. 

What struck me the most was when the medical student who'd done this last year - told me she had to do all of this completely on her own - self taught. Her medical school knowledge briefly glanced over TNM staging, and in the majority of cases she had to go away and research how to apply and assign these terms, which was impressive! Can you tell I've been picking her brain a little with all my questions? She's been so incredibly helpful and I am eternally grateful!

Anyway, I'll try and write again soon - but for now I'll be going to sleep and getting some rest for tomorrow! Thanks for reading. P.S. Good luck with everyone receiving their GCSE results tomorrow!

Friday, 19 June 2015

Second Year Results..

At 11 am I went into my tutors office today, not knowing that I was the last person in our group to collect their results. The conversations between my tutor and I are always succinct and to the point. Today really wasn't any different. I asked him how he was, and how his day had been. I then sat down in a chair opposite him, a desk in between us, and I took a deep breath.

He opened up the window on his computer. Asked me to confirm my student number, he duly typed it into the keyboard. There was a brief pause, and in his thick indian accent he said "Okay.. "

"For your second year, you received the result of seventy-.." HOLD UP. WAIT A SECOND!

In my head I'd already zoned out: I heard "seventy" something. My mind and heart was consumed with relief at this point! I didn't care if it was 70% or 79.9%, but I had a First Class result for my second year!

"-one point nine percent.."

71.9%! I thanked him and after some formalities and jotting down my individual module scores, I left the office and headed downstairs. My friends were there waiting, and they asked how I did, and I told them all my results. For that entire day, I was a happy girl! A great return for a hard investment.

Best of luck with everyone else and their results - my prayers are with you!

Friday, 23 January 2015

Don't Give Up

Hi everyone!

Semester two began last week, and so far I'm feeling pretty settled back into university life. Next week has a very busy schedule with two deadlines coming up but I feel somewhat calm and collected, in knowing everything will be fine. I remember how last year's assignments and practicals used to throw me but a lot of it was very much in the mind, if that makes sense? Last year, I was scared because it was the unknown and I didn't really know what was expected of me. But now I do and it feels good! Ironed out all of those creases in first year. Ironing. Sigh, I'm looking at all the clothes on my floor that need washing, forget ironing. 

I think it's definitely reflecting in my university performance as well. I mean, Alhamdullilah so far, every single assignment I've handed in has been over 70% (yes!), and that makes me feel so happy. It's not just the itsy bitsy practicals worth 10% either. Just before the Christmas holidays began my Molecular Biology & Applications module came to an end, and we were examined in a Data Handling Test which was worth 33%. I remember coming out of that exam feeling confident it went well and my work had paid off. And it did! 85% I achieved and when I found out it absolutely made my day, heck, my week. It meant I only had to achieve 63% in the second exam for that module to get a First.. I sat that exam last week, and hopefully, it'll be good news when the results come out. I'll let you all know as soon as I get my mark!

My message is, for all those second (or third, etc) year university students out there who like me, felt they could have done better the year before, is don't give up. Everyone comes into university with an idea of succeeding and doing incredibly well, and very often it's not always how we imagined it to be. The experience you take away from your first year, and the lessons you learn however are valuable in themselves and should drive you to make amends and improve. It does get better, but only if you keep trying! 

How's your university experience going?
Lots of love.

Sunday, 16 November 2014

Midway into Semester One

Wow, have the weeks flown by! My last post was discussing the first week back at university, and already I'm coming up to the end of my seventh! 

My sincere apologies for not getting back sooner.. I didn't have much time to slot blogging into my timetable, but I do hope I can change this! My only days off are Sunday, and even then, I'm E-Mentoring and tying up the loose ends from the week, and as for Saturdays I have volunteering followed by work.. My weekdays, they're just lectures and practicals - so a lot of work needs to get done unfortunately! 

So my week started off with a few lectures on Monday morning, followed by a 40 min Exam Style Essay question, on LDLs. It wasn't assessed, but the purpose of the exam was for us to get a feel for the sort of question difficulty we might get. We haven't been assessed with ESQs before (even in first year), so it'll definitely prove useful in the long run. I also thought I gave it a good shot, but fingers crossed! I get my feedback in a few weeks time. On Tuesday, I had some more lectures and a workshop on Restriction Mapping as part of my Molecular Biology module. Wednesdays are off for me, but I did have some E-Mentoring to do. What else.. I also finished off my application for the Unilever R&D summer placement! 

I've carried out some research into their placements, and I just loved the sound of it. I shan't bore you with the details, but I attended their careers talk and I felt it was the perfect way to gain some experience in industry over the summer, so I went ahead and applied. It's not in tune with my long-term plans of a medical career, but it interested me so much and I figured the experience would be absolutely amazing if I did manage to secure it. I thought the application form went off to a really good start.. until it got to last question which I really, really needed to work on to formulate my best answer. The good thing is, it's out of the way now, and it feels so good! Even if I'm unsuccessful, I'll be pleased knowing I tried. :) Alhamdullillah. 

Wednesday also opened up to movie night, and Interstellar was the choice. Amazing film! Highly recommend it, especially for science students like myself! The end though, just wow! 

My Thursday budged some more room with no lectures, but I had to write up a painfully long Redox practical, as well as arrange a meetup with my tutorial group on Friday. We're working on a group video about cancers, and for the first time I feel like I'm really beginning to connect with my tutor group members! All in all, a good week for me. 

As for university overall so far, it's been rather hectic. Yes, the contact hours are a little less compared to last year, but I'll tell you, it's compensated by thicker, more info-packed lecture slides and longer practicals! Nearly every handout is new territory and it'll be exciting going over them again.. some day. Just not yet. Right now, it feels like it's a case of staying alive through the week and getting into the safe harbor that is known as: the weekend. I don't know who I'm kidding, it's not as if my weekends are even free so I don't really know what I look forward to. It's this false sense of security that's keeping me going, but if it's keeping me going - I don't care if it's false!

I haven't had a good day off properly since October. It's 20:56 and I'm not ready for the nine o'lock start that awaits me tomorrow.. 

Take care everyone!
Lots of love!

Sunday, 5 October 2014

Semester One

I don't know about you, but my week has been pretty busy! University started this week, and already the revision's been piling.. So far all my lectures have been pretty good, but I'm particularly loving the Medical Biosciences module and the Membranes one, too (have an awesome lecturer for the latter!)

It's been a bit difficult maintaining university with the schedule I had during the holidays (work, volunteering, and e-mentoring) but I've gotten into the swing of using my planner to the absolute maximum. So far, it's been awesome! I can just dump everything onto paper and not worry about it at all. I'll admit I've also been on a bit of a staitonery rampage in the form of washi tapes, stickers etc. just to brighten up my pages however I do think it's working!

Oh and for my Muslim readers, I'd like to wish you all a happy Eid, so Eid Mubarak! May all your prayers be answered, wherever you are in the world. Our house is filled with the smell of food at the moment and it's divine!

How's your week been? 
Lots of love!

Saturday, 20 September 2014

That First Post

I'll be working in the same libraries, sitting in the same lecture halls and reading some of the same textbooks. Medical Biochemistry is a discipline in its own right, but I can't help and think that I'm close ...just not yet close enough.

Last year, on August the 15th 2013, I was first in a line of many, waiting patiently at 7:45am at my college. I had a calculator in one hand and a folder of my UCAS papers and old certificates in the other. The countdown on my calendar wasn't helping, nor was the fact I hadn't slept or ate the day before. Sound familiar? Of course, I'm talking about those long-awaited A-Level results which for me, hard work finally translated as AAB. Fortunately, that meant I started university in the winter which I was incredibly excited about. I felt humbled because although I was rejected for Medicine in my UCAS application, the hidden blessing is very much that I am studying Medical Biochemistry!

Fast forward a year, and I am now just starting my second year of university, and I am excited! Reflecting back, I believe I simply didn't feel confident in applying for medicine, which admissions had picked up in my could-do-better-but-good-effort application. Despite this, through a little bit more experience, skills and time - which Biochemistry offers in buckets - maybe can I think about a career as a doctor a realistic goal.


And before I forget, I'd like to give you the warmest welcome to my blog! I am a terrible writer so please bear with me. I know it'll take a few posts before anything is worth reading, but good writing comes through perseverance, right? Well great, because I hope this is a long-term project, meaning I will have (and need) a lot of time to perfect it.


I'm very interested to see how the next few years pan out.

Lots of love!